It

I saw you

you were happy

I was happy

we talked

we had fun

And then you did it

very normal, innocent

and it scared me

you showed it

I saw it

there it was standing

It is scary

dangerous

In it I saw

all our own falacies

I saw what separates man

from any animal

the ability to desire evil

destruction

without meaning and purpose

I saw the death of human spirit

the definition of personal degradation

the embodiment of the devil himself

the wish for destruction without rebuild

evil in its purest form

the peak of stupidity

absurdity

erosion

the desire to damage others

for the sake of damaging oneself

it's not even selfish

for it to be

you need to gain something

The void

death

entropy

emptiness

meaninglessness

The strongest enemy to man

the only worth fighting

the only impossible feat

the only to guarantee

immense personal growth

to anyone who challenges it

ascension to heaven

the ubermensch

What charges with power

what gives life, meaning, purpose

that immense

immaculate strength

the wish to destroy the destruction

And then rebuild

rebuild what was taken away

by our own selves

resolve our own mysery

stop looking for responsibility

and start taking one of our own selves.

stop aiming high

while you have nowhere to stand

you keep sinking

blinded

misguided by your own self

for recovery must come from within

and so it begins

the war of wars